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1. :iconaanzhen: = OC Proxin the Iguana
2. :iconkiba-sniper: = StormxWave artwork
3. :iconshub-yoggoth: = OC Nightmaren Shubby V2
4. :iconladyshellebelle: = Agent Laine, Agent Zion, and GEX
5. :iconchuckingsquid: = OC Fury the Honey Badger
6. :iconnarugeek456: = OC Jane the Hedgehog
7. :iconsonicjenny: = Super Buu Gohan absorbed
8. :iconhedginaco: = OC Aria the Hedgehog
9. :iconjewellightraye: = Chaos 0 with them
10. :iconthebrianhamilton: = Knuckles in Pumpkin Hill
11. :iconkawaiihimegimi: = Herself with her dog
12. Sonic comics Constable Remington


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1. :iconemerl-lad12: = Human Emerl sketch commission
2. Pet horse portrait bust
3. Spiderman full-color art
4. Shadow the Hedgehog color art
5. Medusa Tattoo design
6. Sea turtle Lotus flower Tattoo design
7. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle art poster
8. Minnie Mouse art poster
9. Espio the Chameleon
10. Batman full-color art
11. Caliah super hero design



:star: GIFT ART :star:

1. :iconthebrianhamilton: = Knuckles, Mighty, and Shadow from STH
2. :iconartisticduality: = TRiPPSIDE Tripp Illustration
3. :iconartisticduality: = Katsuda characters
4. Bayformers Bumblebee
5. Spider Tattoo design
6. Gizmo from Gremlins
7. Evil Ernie full-color art
8. Prince Vegeta from DBZ

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Devious Journal Entry

Mon May 25, 2015, 6:05 PM
I still feel like asking to drop all these arts I owe people. This is not something commendable I know. But it is still hard for me to concentrate and focus on anything. I just feel really lost right now with art.

... I don't know what I'm doing. I keep questioning what I'm doing when it comes to art. Mostly asking WHY am I doing this. If drawing what I'm drawing is the best thing to do right now in my life.

I feel so torn about everything and these arts are just stressing me out. I don't know if I will call them all off. Risk people hating me or getting mad. For those that paid, I'll gladly refund you. No problem... But this could most likely give me bad marks about my artist reputation.

There is just so much noise in my head. Focus and trying to be disciplined is something I really have to work on holding onto every day about this and I DO want to do all of them still - because I'd feel so horrible if I didn't. But again, I just feel jaded about all of them. A part of me just wants to drop them, apologize to those that asked regardless of what they think of me, and just say -

"I deeply regret doing what I've done but my mental health is not at its best, I'm very uncertain about life and my self right now and I am having a hard time focusing on getting all this done."

But again, I don't want to and wanna just tell myself to push through.

Next year or two though - I just want to focus on finding myself as both a person and artist. Because I don't know the answer to either and it at times is a real spirit breaker.

  • Mood: Mortified

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Devious Journal Entry

Mon May 25, 2015, 6:05 PM
I still feel like asking to drop all these arts I owe people. This is not something commendable I know. But it is still hard for me to concentrate and focus on anything. I just feel really lost right now with art.

... I don't know what I'm doing. I keep questioning what I'm doing when it comes to art. Mostly asking WHY am I doing this. If drawing what I'm drawing is the best thing to do right now in my life.

I feel so torn about everything and these arts are just stressing me out. I don't know if I will call them all off. Risk people hating me or getting mad. For those that paid, I'll gladly refund you. No problem... But this could most likely give me bad marks about my artist reputation.

There is just so much noise in my head. Focus and trying to be disciplined is something I really have to work on holding onto every day about this and I DO want to do all of them still - because I'd feel so horrible if I didn't. But again, I just feel jaded about all of them. A part of me just wants to drop them, apologize to those that asked regardless of what they think of me, and just say -

"I deeply regret doing what I've done but my mental health is not at its best, I'm very uncertain about life and my self right now and I am having a hard time focusing on getting all this done."

But again, I don't want to and wanna just tell myself to push through.

Next year or two though - I just want to focus on finding myself as both a person and artist. Because I don't know the answer to either and it at times is a real spirit breaker.

  • Mood: Mortified

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JollyLink Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AMAZING ARTIST YOU ARE. Thank you so so so so much for the watch I'm flattered. God blesseth your awesome face. :XD: < 333
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sanitrance Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015
OvO (I dunno what to say)
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JollyLink Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
well then
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//flee
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DragonBlitzStudios Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Professional Artist
you got to see this! FOX MCLOUD FOXY! XD

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hx61Bj…
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sanitrance Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015
Hahah! I love those sfm videos XD some of them make me laugh so hard oh gosh lol
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LadyShelleBelle Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tag a quality deviant, You’re it! Quality doesn't mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them!<3
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DragonBlitzStudios Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2014  Professional Artist
Marry Christmas or Happy Holidays. Whatever you prefer I just hope you have fun this winter season ^^;    
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sanitrance Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014
Thanks! You too. Let's try better next year
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KrazieKazoo Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Eyyy I know you. Thanks for the watch!
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sanitrance Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014
Sup :)
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