Going to create some form of schedule or routine for myself to optimize art creation - Self motivation is a bitch sometimes but I am gonna make this next year count. It was my birthday last month so I'm counting the new year of my life starting NOW.
I'm going to attempt a certain number of art for each month to post regularly on my Tumblr and deviantART. More time. More effort. More working. To put more effort that I know I'm capable of is important. Just gonna have to shake off negative feelings as best I can so they don't keep me from doing things like they've always seemed to do. And I know I apologize so much already about my inabilities and lack of art making but I can't help but feel like I let people down all the time because of it. Especially all those people that are waiting for things ;_; But I think if I just focus on ONE of the pieces I owe each month instead of being stressed out by the sheer number of what I need to do, I will be able to actually FINISH and DO them one by one, a little at a time, and start checking them off. That way, I get done what I need to get done and people that have waited AGES can finally get what they asked for so long ago... if they still want them that is.
I'll try to aim for 5 pieces of art minimum each month: 1 digital piece, 1 environmental/scener piece, 1 art from my EVIL backlog of art I owe, aaaaand the others can be random juzz even if they are just sketches. If I make more than 5 then great. I make less, I'll try not to beat myself up about it